Sunday, May 07, 2006
ice skating with tom, leonard and his friends.
thanks ar!
for helping me to carry my bag and tying my skates laces.
haha.
was a pity they'd to close the rim at 6+.
anyway, headed to chomp chomp with tom and leonard.
met jackson and edwin.
jackson's the ultimate joker la.
heh.
ok the food aint that fantastic.
its unjustifiably expensive.
and the attitude of that carrot cake store person stinks.
the stall is beside the charkueytiow store.
lets boycott it.
muhahaha.
"why you seldom talk to me"
"why so long never contact me"
"why never message me online"
grrrr.
stop asking me those brainless questions for gods sake.
seriously i've no idea whats up with me or people around me.
why is it that people often assume who i am before knowing the real me?
they get real shocked when i dont speak gently and stuff.
after knowing the real me,
they say stuff like, "i thought you would be a blah blah blah girl"
i may not show it.
but it pisses the shit outta me.
if you wanna assume, thats your bloody problem.
i'm who i'm.
some people just enjoy making my life bitchy, dont they.
i know you wanna see me.
i know you wanna talk to me.
i know you wanna continue the memories we've created.
i know you still love me.
but dont you ever get it?
knowing doesnt mean i'd reciprocate everything!
i just feel so tied down by you.
why cant you just set me free!
its been more than a yr.
when are you letting me go?!
after reading this, you'll start apologising and saying stuff like you wont bother me again.
but then all the hogwash would start again.
its a vicious cycle you've been creating for the past few months.
dont you
ever see it?
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Some people just come through our lives to bring us something, a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need to learn and whats why they're here.
they dont need to stay longer than that.
after they've given you the gift, they're free to move on as a special soul.
and you'll have that gift forever.
happy 22nd birthday Linus.all i can provide is a listening ear.
a shoulder to cry on.
a hand to guide you through your darkest moments.
i'm sorry.
you havent done anything wrong.
you neednt be the most responsible person.
but you certainly dont deserve the present life you're leading now.
A woman never runs awayA woman never hides awayIn order to surviveYou should not want to be healed without fightingA woman never shows her fearsA woman never shows her tearsIn order to surviveYou should not easily show your tears to someoneA woman could be dangerousA woman could be generousIn order to surviveWe cannot always be so good girlsA woman could be having funA woman could be like a nunIn order to surviveWe cannot be kind to others before we know pain
take me with you
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